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7:31 AM It's now 11.35pm, 22 Dec 2009. 9 more days to a new year. Yes people. I'm in the mood to do this entry now. And no, I'm not going to make you(esp my darlings) cry.

Like any other year, 2009 was filled with up's and down's, hook ups and break ups, mended friendships and broken beyond repair friendships, really supportive loved ones and hypocritical biacthes!

I know mentally, I've grown up.
I'm not as naive as I used to be.
I dont take shit from any raja, bala or krishna. (tom,dick and harry indian version? hahaha).
I've learnt to live the way I want to and not care what others might think or say about me.
I've learnt that no one else matter more to me than my family and my close bunch of girlfriends. My heart just stops whenever something happened to them. They are the only ones that I'd drop everything for.
I finally found out who my real friends are. I'm still disgusted at how well some lie their way through everything in life and keep on making the same messed up mistakes in their life. You think they'll learn after awhile but NOOOOO... They just loveeeee getting attention for all the wrong reasons I guess. Some people are just plain stupid.Period.
I got away from the hell hole I call Shatec! Too many 2 faced skanks.
I definitely got closer to my family. =) We went through lots this year.
I work for a good company. Good people but messed up management.
I'm in a place in my life where I'm actually very comfortable with the way things are. Fuss free and straight to the point.
No more mofo losers, confused boys, scary loser stalkers. I have no time for that.

To the Confused one.
Boy, I gave you time. I gave you the benefit of the doubt. I gave you a second, third and fourth chance. I really wanted to believe that this time it would actually work. You told me you matured up. Sorry to burst your bubble. You're still that same 16 year old boy I once knew that I wish I didnt. Dont "hey baby" me. Dont " I miss you beautiful" me. Its not working and if never will. Adios Mr.Confused.

and now for my selected group of darlings. You know who you are.
I know 2009 has been a hard year for all of us. We all had some kind of shit or another that we all went through. We've had our disagreements and arguments. But thats all part of being there for one another. We dont have to agree on everything. We dont always have to see eye to eye on everything. the most important thing is that you know you will always have one another to count on despite our disagreements. Yes, we didnt really meet up as often as we could or used to. But when we meet up we always have the time of our lives. I've seen all of us grow up with each other, and we'll still be here doing this again in years to come. We may not talk for months but one random msg always makes up for it. I know I'm safe as long as I have you guys with me. =)

To the most wonderfullest (yes i know its not a word) family.
I'm really glad that I'm closer to my sister than I ever was last time. I never want to see you get hurt anymore. I will personally hurt the one who even try to hurt you. My heart dropped every time I saw you cry. I'm always just a few steps away from you. Well that is when you dont go on holidays WITHOUT ME!!!!! i lausssss you many many

To the brother. YOU NEED TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE MORE!!!! Mix around! Get a girlfriend already la!! ahahaha... I still love you!! you weirdo!

To the 50 plus couple turning 16. I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you for everything and so much more. I know I've been a pain in the past. But I'm trying to change things. I'll be good. I promise.

2010 is going to be a yummy year. I can just feel it in my bones.

And while the rest of you pop champagne and party the night away on NYE. I will be freaking working at cathay.. So show some love.. accompany me at work! AHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

I love you darlings.
Have a great Christmas and a Fantastic New Year guys.

xoxo
Sujitha

6:37 AM Yup. I know. Dont have to tell me a thing. I have been MIA to most of me loved ones. It's like I've signed my soul to my work. I havent had a nightmare free/non-work related dream in a long while. Thus I havent been sleeping much. I kinda wanna break down and cry myself a river the moment I reach home in the whee hours of the morning. I think I might be going crazy. I may be anorexic (not by choice). I lost 10kg in a month-_-. I feel out of touch with my family. Which is the worst part of it all. I am home sick even when I'm at home. I have lost touch with nearly all my friends if it wasnt for my birthday recently. It's like being a living dead doll.. You're alive.. but completely shut off inside. Kinda hate the situation I'm in right now. Lose - Lose situation.

You better stop accusing me of ignoring you guys because I DONT HAVE A FREAKING CHOICE NOW DO I!

All I can say is that I Is Counting Down To August 17.

Till Then. Goodbye For Now.
Sujitha.

9:06 AM So here's the thing. I've learnt that no one else will truly understand the issues you're dealing with better than you and God himself. Some say thay do, but really they dont. It's really annoying the hear phrases like "I know how you feel", "Relax.Chill", "Dont worry. We all go through it." and the most annoying one would be "Everything happends for a reason."

I mean I know sometimes the other party has no idea how to deal with a stressed out being, BUT saying one of those phrases or worst! all of them, over and over again DOES NOT help the already upset one. SOMETIMES just being there and hearing the person vent is just enough. Give the person a hug,DONT PAT THE PERSON LIKE ONE WOULD PAT A DOG!, and just let them cry all their anger and whatnots out.

Yes. I know I'm not excatly explaining my point of this entry. I like it that way. All I can say is I DONT LIKE BEING PATTED, I need a hug and I think I'm too nice that it's starting to be a bad thing.

1:54 AM I really wanted to put up something funny and kinda bitchy here...... BUT... blogger and youtube decided not to be BFF's today. Soooooo... Not going to happen anytime soon. I just realize my entries are always on mondays.. Duh..

Xoxo, Suji

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